I am back for blogging !!! Like Finally ~~ LOL
Such a long long time I didn't even sign in blogger.com...
I miss it ~~ Every time I feel like wanna blog..but was so lazy..


2010 year..

I hate this year..the 1st ever sad things happened on the end of the February ..
Still remembered that nite I was just finished dinner and going to fren's house to play...
Coz that was the few day left to end the CNY...
Then received my mum's call..she was crying when I said ''Hello''...
I was so scared..and asked for why...
She told me grandfather was pass away.. I was so shock..and start crying to tell Kenny that...
Then Kenny faster drove me to grandfather's house...
I felt so sad..cried when I saw grandfather lying on the bed T.T
was crying beside the bed with my aunty..
I miss him so much now..is dropping my tears now..
anyway..R.I.P grandfather~~ We will always miss u ...



The 2nd things is the relationship between me and Kenny was end...
The relationship for almost 2 years..Can't really said out or express out the reason of break up..
I am the 1 who said break up..but.......Ai.....Maybe I was regret now..
No point to say out the reason now also..As he said..It's already a past tense..I'm just a bitch for him...I knew that there is alot of things that I need to change..But I'm not the only 1 , and YOU also...Don't blame all the things on me..''one hand clap, no sound 1'' ...
Btw..you said that next time when I meet another guy like you..I must appreciate..
You said that ''不知足的人，　我是不会留的'' .. I dunno how to reply u this...
Ai..every things come to an end for us today...You told me a lot of things..I cried when you told me that..I felt so sad..Maybe that's the best decision for you...
And now you're happy with your single and available life..Enjoy ya!!
I will miss the moments we spent together..Our happy and also the sad moment..
Thanks for everything...

最后一抹的微笑在转身之后 我闭上眼哭了 仅存的一点点骄傲 华丽的外表终於丢掉 很旁徨很孤单是寂寞或悲惨 一个人该怎么办

我以为可以很坦然 面对分开时不觉得伤感 然而将灯关上一片无声黑暗 心痛得大声呼喊

哭过就好了痛都会走的　记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的　失眠听歌虽然苦涩　
还是谢谢你让我长大了


For me..I was scare of love now..I was lost..dunno what I want..
Am single but unavailable now =( I wants to enjoy my life with friends!!
I need more freedom..from family also..I ady 20 years old ler..I can differentiate good and bad person..no need so worry about me..


The happy thing is I just finished my final exam !!
Hope that I could pass all the subject and graduate for Diploma..
I was still thinking that should I continue study for Degree..I am lost..
Feel like continue coz I dun wish to work so fast..But when I think about exam..Fed up =(
My parents think that I will stop studying after Diploma..Ai..Have to talk to them and see how ler..


Graduate from Diploma..I miss so much the days we study together..we go out lunch together..we go sing k together..we laugh together and many many..
After this..some of them will go back to their hometown..and we will meet each other so seldom ler..So sad when think about this..I will always miss the time we spent together...
2DBU3 rocks!!!!


It's time to stop writing here..Will continue tomorrow~~
Feel like gastric now >.< pain pain...
Please la not now..Ai...